I'm having a strange emotion-overload. I feel great amounts of love, not directed at anybody. I need to tell somebody that I want them. I need to show. Il just have to go the other way around, show it to someone I don't have anymore, which wil lead to annoying sensations of depression and moments where I will live in the past. It is not a beautiful world.

I was told that someday I will find someone who I'l want to sleep with, even after knowing them. I sure hope so.